I'm in low battery mode
Lately I feel like I'm in low battery mode, I do only the essential things that I need and I don't really have motivation to do more things. Maybe it's another burnout? this happens very often in my life, I used to called it "The hibernation" because when I was in this mood I would never or hardly go out, but now at least I'm trying to go out biking (which I'm loving) so I'm changing the name to "Low battery mode".
This is why I've been writing less, I've never try to force me to write and I've been writing a lot because I wanted to, but I won't be doing it much now that I'm in low battery mode so expect less updates from me. I still write a little bit on my notebook, mostly I've been writing short thoughts and poetry, I also wrote a song in a moment of extra energy that I had! I haven't wrote music in a while, it was fun.
I have some theories of why this mode activates, overworking being one of them. I tend to overwork until the point of exhaustion, sadly I don't notice this until my Low battery mode activates, this was the cause of activation this time.
I've been looking for a job for like two months now and it's...hard (and I knew it would). I was doing all that I could think of: taking new curses, updating my resume, trying to make my LinkedIn profile more attractive (or whatever that means, I really don't like using LinkedIn but everybody says that I need to), updating my portafolio, making more personal projects, etc. My mind just had enough of it, every day scrolling through job offers was exhausting. Now my body it's in Low battery mode and reuses to do any of that, I decided to take a forced brake.
Sometimes I just want to lay down all day and do nothing but I know that wouldn't help at all, so I get up every time in the morning and do what I do every day. I'm very used to this downs that I just try to keep going.
I missed writing in the blog these days and I'm glad I gain enough energy to do that today.
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