The difficult task of doing nothing
Looking back there isn't a period of my life where I wasn't doing something. I've always learning something new, studying, doing a new hobby or researching a new obsession. That's because for me doing nothing it's hard. When I'm not being "productive" I feel guilty, I feel the laziest person in the world, even though I worked a lot the days before. It's a very toxic mentality I'm trying to change but it's not easy.
I admire people who can successfully do nothing all day, they sure can enjoy vacations without keep thinking they're wasting their time, without feeling the necessity of finding a new routine that maximices their productivity so they can say their brake time it's justified.
Obviously there are other factors for why we can't do nothing: work, studies, family, friends, personal projects. But when I find that time where I don't have to do something, I struggle because I'm not used to having zero obligations and many times I fail to enjoy it to the maximum, falling in the mistake of keep myself busy to avoid dealing with that.
Maybe someone workaholic like me can relate to this or maybe not, but it would be nice to know that it's not just you, that in this busy life, we struggle to do nothing.