Trying to feel life
Lately I've been trying to feel life, not just living, actually feeling life. I'm trying to feel the happiness in every meal, the tiredness in every work out, the angriness in every injustice, the sadness in every sad movie. I'm used to doing things just because and now that I try doing things that are truly meaningful it's hard, but it has pushed me in a good direction, I think?
I don't consider myself a very emotional person, but this change of viewing my life had made me get more in touch with my emotions, I think you can see this in my recent posts, they feel more emotional.
For some reason I've always been busy with something to the point of forgetting to feel, now that I had time to reflex about life I discovered it. Reconnecting with my emotions feels awkward, like meeting someone you haven't seen in a while, but at same time I feel excitement. I feel that finally and slowly I'm stepping into adulthood.
People say "Live in the moment" but I always thought: well, I am living it, but in reality you shouldn't just live, you should feel. So I'm telling you, don't live in the moment, feel the moment!
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